Confession.

Disclaimer: My POV only.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to the man who made fun of my feelings. To the man who took advantage of my weakness. To the man who made me wait for nothing. To the man who didn’t even love me as much as i did. To the man who i had an unrequited love with. Who made it look like there was nothing between us. Who thought i had too much braveness inside me to endure this situation. Who made me realize that there is a negative side on being strong. Who let me hear such sweet flowery words. Who made me feel beautiful for a atleast short period of time. Who made me feel like someone loves me the way i love them and to the man who made me realize that believing and having faith in him is ALL WRONG. 

Everything i felt was wrong. Because now i know that he is like that to everyone. Not just me. And now i realize that he was just waiting for someone to catch his bait. And someone did. To that someone, i must say, good luck. Good luck in maintaining what you two have. I really wish you the best. No sarcasm intended.

I’m not angry or anything. At 1st, yes, i was. But i just don’t want it to ruin everything in me. Because in the first place, i knew something was off. But still i took the risk. Because why not, right? It may be worth taking that risk. And the risk is now here. And that means it was not worth it. But yeah, thank you for making me feel this. This feeling i had been avoiding for almost 4 years. I should’ve followed my instinct. But i did not. I’ve taken care of myself for 4 years. Making myself avoid of a situation like this. But i was not good enough. Maybe somehow i should be reminded of the feeling. But i won’t dwell on this like the old time. I’m a lady now.

So thank you for reminding me how i really hate having this kind of feeling. 

Movie Insight : Inside Out

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Disclaimer: THIS IS NOT A MOVIE REVIEW. JUST AN INSIGHT.

What:

Decided to watch the movie Inside Out.

Which I actually have no intention on watching. I don’t know, watching the trailer doesn’t made me want to watch it.

But after some friends told me that  the movie was good, i told myself, maybe i have to give it a try.

When:

October 11, 2015

Sunday. FamDay.

A day to relax.

Where:

Home sweetie Home.

(Widely Smiling)

How it goes:

The movie was great. I did not really see that coming. Haha. I thought the movie is going to be like the other Disney Movies. Too mainstream & too, you know. I can’t explain it. Although there are Disney movies i cannot admit i like and cried too. Hahaha.

The movie gives lessons that most children who watched it, i bet, didn’t really get. The lessons of the movie, i think, is for us. Us, adults. I realized that we don’t always need to be happy. We shouldn’t force our self to be happy if we’re not. It’s ok to cry, it’s ok to be scared, it’s ok to feel disgust, it’s ok to be angry, etc. We have the right to feel what we want to feel. We have to feel a little sadness at times to realize things we do not realize when we are happy. We have to feel a little scared to drive our self to do more of what we can do best. We have to feel a little disgust not for the sake of being “pabebe” or being fussy, but to protect ourselves to the things we think is not going to do good to us. And we have to feel a little anger for us not to be full of it and not sudden burst in anger or in short, in order to somehow control our feeling in situations.

All in all, the movie was really great. It would be a dismay if i did not watch it. I’m really glad i did. Thank you to my friends. 🙂

Note:

There are things worth trying for, even if you didn’t like it first.

Nothing will be lost if we try. It will actually lead us to experiences which we will learn from.

Feeling Worse……..& Lucky?

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When you thought your having your worse day ever then this came. I realize that we should find joy in simple things we have. We should focus on the right and good things around us and ignore those bad luck and worse things. Our God is bigger than our problems!

Now playing: Fly by Avril Lavigne

What:

Started the day wrong.
Woke up on the wrong side of the bed.
Then found joy in the simplest thing possible.

When:

Now. As in literally NOW.

Where:

From home to office. (Running late.)

Note:

Always choose Happiness. 😘

Have a Break. Have a Kitkat? ;)

Today, i took a break from work.

From the place i was imprisoned. Charot. Haha.

But seriously, having this break makes me feel good and free (although im sick. hehe). Having this fever today may be a sign that i should have time for myself. Time to have a rest even for a while. Today, i give my time on my hobbies that i am not able to do everyday because of being busy. Singing, dancing, blogging, drawing (i’ll bring out my creativeness in me!), eating (especially chocolates!!! pizzas and burgers XD) and ofcourse, falling asleep while watching TV (one of my favorites! :D). Who doesn’t want time to do this all? 😀

Now im hoping for more times like this where in times, i just enjoy doing nothing and sleeping.

Happy Long Weekend to me! XD

TAKEN. (For Granted)

So, i was chillin’ this saturday. Then i suddenly feel like blogging about a thing. It’s been a long time since i last posted. Haha. I feel like now i have a ME time because i was able to post something now. 🙂

So here’s the thing.

I just thought of the things which are TAKEN FOR GRANTED.

It’s sad that when we have such (good) things, we never realize its importance, until its GONE. And i think its a bad habit. I mean, yah, we always say that we should make the most of it while its ours. But sometimes it leads us taking it for granted.

Like the networks here in the Philippines. They always discover new love teams for the what we call “Teleserye” , movies and others here in the Philippines. Its great because it makes us “Kilig!” But the thing is, Filipinos also gets easily “Umay” if we see or watch them always or should i say everyday. Yes, the actors / actresses are good but the fact that we see it EVERYDAY, ugh. The sudden shine / lime light that the actors / actresses gets is always followed by a sudden darkness on their careers. And it is because the people who watches it are already bored and tired of it. And there is nothing new to watch.

My point here is, the networks are not using (sorry for the term) WISELY. When people get bored, you will not receive any support from them. Its just, ahm, they used them for a short good ratings. They did not invested to them on a long term basis. And when they got nothing from you, you will also get nothing from them.

Its just, i think, We always are losing the opportunity and value of a should have been long term investment by using it in a short period of time. And it becomes a waste.

Just, thought of it and i just wanna share it.