Fancy of Being Alone?

I grew up knowing i like being alone and always having a ME-time. It is always a way for me to escape from the cruel world and taking time for myself. They say that in order to love someone, you have to love yourself. Loving yourself means having time alone with no one.

But now that i have read this, it had me thinking, Do i fancy being alone?




Finding my way back.

I find it hard to understand why people change.
Why they can’t be the way they use to be.
I know change is constant.  But is it necessary?

Until now,  that me,  myself experience this. I notice that I’ve  changed a bit. I’m not the person that i knew. And it seems  that everything’s not the way they used to be. And everything’s not ok.

I used to like everything that surrounds me. But lately,  i don’t  know whay happened. I was once so patient about everything. I really don’t rush things. But now, sigh. Lately I am so sensitive and emotional lately. Which is not so me.

I am the type of person who always tries to understand as long as i could. But why can’t i do it now that i need it badly?

I am really not ok with this change. I am feeling down. Is it because i am stressed and burnt out? How will i become the person i was before? Do i need help? Can somebody help me? Is there someone who’s willing to help me find the person i was before? Can i find my way back? Sigh.